musings and meditations

  experiencing clarity of perception sensation   vibrantly present energetically emerging   through each moment      

  desire like a tightness a coil winding in and up   desire the anticipation desiring release    

  so far i have not spelt out my intention to write every day   in that respect i have not suceeded   in the past i would have punished my self for this   today i write because i feel to   there is no blame    

  in the middle of my crisis for a moment I experienced my emotions purely and simply as an energy moving through me    

  my writing is squeezed into the corners of my life   do I still refuse to burn brightly and what will happen when I stop resisting the Light    

  he wrote his first poem for me and gave it to me today   “it has a sad bit in it” he warned   I love that he wrote of his love and his pain   I love that his words are grounded in Truth          

  how quick am I to forget my Self when Love comes to call    

  loving an other is the experience of loving All      

Emptiness (i fear you no more)

  triggers fears aroused in my body in my nerves   I honour the intent To keep me safe but I relinquish the need   these days I prefer to be open