I have this dream
I am weightless
floating
but
as my mind begins to stir
thoughts surfacing
I panic
what if I can’t get back
to who I am
tonight
in that same space
half asleep half awake
I realize
that I experience the same fear
in Surrender
of loosing
who I am
but
the balance is beginning to tip
from feeling the fear
experiencing it fully
Trust emerges
I am becoming willing
to let it all go