I woke up this morning in a cloud still and damp the only sound of birds now accompanied by the drip dripping of lush green bush how lucky I am to live in this city
the house is quiet i’ve barely left or spoken and yet I have experienced my full emotional range I learn so much from being alone
I feel something rising in me another long buried feeling since I began to attend they have come thick and fast all day i have been willing to release but it’s still stuck just below the surface
my truth today is surviving not very romantic i know or inspiring but today just enough to get by is the best that i have and i am willing to love my self even for that
in any situation where our feelings are not accepted we are being controlled by an agenda that is not our own because it is our feelings which lead us along the path of our True Self
my daughter is sick vomiting like everything she does it seems to flow with Ease my son is more like me he stirred last night as I was scrubbing the carpet “no mum I won’t do it” even asleep he is resisting my pregnancies with both followed the same groove with […]
me and self-loathing we have become well aquainted she is another way in which I have learned not to feel
a slow day leaving pain behind by paying attention to that which feels good luxuriating in the now
so far I thought I’d been doing ok with this Mercury retrograde … that’ll teach me to leave the house …