April 20, 2011

  some days i have so much crap to wade through to get present it is easier not to   there is a sort of peace in accepting this    

April 19, 2011

  tears today feeling releasing letting go heart heaviness comes and goes    

April 18, 2011

  something was different today instead of being submerged in my thoughts I notice that I am thinking and then there is choice do I believe my thoughts? only the ones that feel good    

April 17, 2011

  I am the one who allows my self to feel It is not a curse It is a blessing    

April 16, 2011

  I woke  up this morning in a cloud still and damp the only sound of birds now accompanied by the drip dripping of lush green bush how lucky I am to live in this city    

April 15, 2011

  the house is quiet i’ve barely left or spoken and yet I have experienced my full emotional range I learn so much from being alone    

April 14, 2011

  I feel something rising in me another long buried feeling since I began to attend they have come thick and fast all day i have been willing to release but it’s still stuck just below the surface    

April 13, 2011

  my truth today is surviving not very romantic i know or inspiring but today just enough to get by is the best that i have and i am willing to love my self even for that    

April 12, 2011

  in any situation where our feelings are not accepted we are being controlled by an agenda that is not our own because it is our feelings which lead us along the path of our True Self    

April 11, 2011

  my daughter is sick vomiting like everything she does it seems to flow with Ease   my son is more like me he stirred last night as I was scrubbing the carpet “no mum I won’t do it” even asleep he is resisting   my pregnancies with both followed the same groove   with […]